GIFTS
My body called you this morning, I woke to a room full of breathe and I swear, I tasted your scent in my mouth. My eyes were blurred by the gifts of your form And my cheeks, fully stretched. You know how I can't draw a cup, right? My fingers had written in hieroglyphs Each of my fantasies all over the sheet and each period was you. You once called me a performer, And all I heard was the only audience I needed. Last month I didn't dial your number once And I haven't read any Art of war that prepared me for that. I don't smile each morning lately and my demons are seated on each face I meet, But your smile in my memories cleanses me enough to still catch some sleep I had a difficult night at the bar yesternight. But the 5 minutes I spent On the spot you once placed your beer And with entitlement you inquired 'Why don't I love you anymore?' Washed it all away. I don't remember my deeply thought through well structured answer, But I
Funny u should mention the ones reading the comments word for word to know where to find us; I have gotten so many inboxes over the last 2hours and a few friend requests but as is my motto, if we don’t have 20 friends and above in common, keep waiting till you get there then I shall accept your request. All goes to show that LGBTI are everywhere.
ReplyDeleteThe same way statistics show that there is AT LEAST 2 family members in each extended family living with HIV is the same thing with LGBTI. Only that people don’t know or refuse to see.
I remember when HIV was such a stigma that getting it was worse fate than madness. But with constant and relentless advocacy, people outgrew the mentality that if an infected person looks at you, you will contract it.
That is the same thing I want to see done to the LGBTI sensitization. And we might be a long way but every small deed counts.
Let me share with you an inspiring thing that has happened to me today: soon after putting up the post Free To Love, I got a message on FB from a lady telling me that coz of my post, I have finally helped her accept herself for whom she is.
My heart started beating fast and I got nervous.
I get a lot of encouraging messages from my readers but by far that is the greatest accomplishment I have made so far with the blog. She is of Indian decent and once we have started talking, she has expressed how she has struggled with her “evil” desires for long and how it feels right when she is with “her”. Now she finally knows that love is love.
So Immah, please speak out. You will be helping someone out there.
Every small deed counts. I am behind you all the way.
i have been with friend requests too.. be nice. they are just our kind trying to reach out :-)
ReplyDeletego u girl changing lives. proud of u.
trust me i have no reservations with the 'one sweet day' thoughts, as intolerable as i am towards ignorance it wont take long for Kenyans to look at each other as who we are n not what.
concern over pedophiles, murderers and psychopathic politician who r causing more harm to our people with each min they hold power, will outlive concern over our individual sexual relations.
fingers crossed.
Can't we all just get along?
ReplyDeleteIt's sad that in Africa people are more accommodating to pedophiles and rapist than they are to LGBTI it's sad but true if you are truly straight why should you be bothered by what 2 (or more) Lol consenting adults do in the privacy of the bedroom?
Just a thought! But an interesting blog good read keep it up
Your straight hubby. Lol cheers
Educate sister!!!!!
its the least i can do for them hubby.
ReplyDeletenext one will be more consenting adults.
haven't been blogged on that yet.
@ Immah and Nikki... I don't know, i'm torn between working real hard to get out and not come back and staying around to actually help and make a difference... the ignorance and outright hatred is NOT encouraging.
ReplyDeleteGet out of what exactly? being gay? or out of the gay community. Your answer will help me give you some good advice.
Deletetrust the more the merrier has never been more relevant in a conversation.
ReplyDeletebut as i said, it will only get better.
there is no other way.